Hello beautiful soul,
Welcome to our first oracle reading! These monthly readings will speak on creation energy and how best we may flow with and channel it. Whether you are working towards a big goal or wanting to feel your best, here we will dive into what is coming up collectively as a potent doorway in the creation process.
Before, we dive into the reading, I'll first give some context as to what is creation energy.
Creation energy shines light
on all of our expectations. And quite often, it invites us more into a place of healing and embodiment.
At its core, creation energy (interchangeably your creativity) is the Sacred Feminine. It reveals how you receive your life. The more creative you are the more likely you are to lead with openness and trust. Because with this comes a greater acceptance and understanding for all the cards you are being dealt in your life.
Sensuality is a key component in this because your senses play a role in your perception. When we open up our senses and notice all that is present, we receive the natural flow of life (also creation energy). This supports us to express with both Divine and grounding intention.
From this centered foundation, the expression will showcase more than what is known and radiate soulful and connecting abundance. Also, the impact will be received by exactly who needs to receive it and trust will be deepened every step of the way.
An example of this is demonstrated by my love for watercolor painting. It is a medium that feels so effortless to me. With a sense of play, I choose colors and paint strokes that mirror the sensations I feel within my body and pick up around me. Then, I find words to draw upon this art and use them as visual reminders, gift them to friends or leave them behind at local shops. The generosity of this is felt on many levels as the process is incredibly healing and embodying both within and without.
So, with that all said and done - let’s move on.
For this Oracle Reading,
we will be exploring every Creatress’ side kick muse: Perfection.
Perfection or more so the desire to obtain perfection is a mental and emotional concept that many creatives have felt. For me, it was always about having the perfect conditions to start. I relied on, waited for, and dare I say avoided my creativity if I did not believe the conditions “were enough” to set me up.
In addition to this, it is not very often that we hear the mindset challenges, confusing thought battles, or stories on how raw and real it is to grow with your work. So, the normality is for your perfectionism to be shrugged off.
However, with this reading, we are inviting you to see your perfectionism as a doorway for your most powerful and creative alchemization (transformation). One that will wield your creative expression and growth.
For this reading, I prompted my Fairy Oracle cards by Doreen Virtue with three questions and have written my own intuitive interpretations to what these messages mean. Keep reading to see what comes up.
Where does perfectionism come from?
As the Card Read: Family Harmony
Perfectionism is the voice of the inner child who misunderstands the completeness of love.
It is the child who acted or behaved a certain way and then was blamed or shamed for what they had done.
It is the child who witnessed the Law of Cause and Effect and then thought that there was a right and wrong to being. *The Law of Cause and Effect entails that if it is meant to happen, it will be.
Perfectionism is the illusion that our actions and behaviors do not grow with love and that our life mirrors a faultless nature.
From generation to generation, this worry meter for faultlessness has created the greatest hindrance of perfectionism. A mental headache that has been passed amongst families, employers, and communities. Whether this was directly or indirectly implied does not entirely matter because when the energy is present, the notion to compare will be there.
What can we do to be with our perfection and how may we move with the energy to transform it?
As the card read: New Location
A new location sparks fresh perspective. Turn it on its side and see it from a new angle. Start where it feels new.
Often times, when we are experiencing something or somewhere completely new, our senses have a much easier time to open up. By opening up, we allow ourselves to fully be with all of our “perfect imperfections”.
Sometimes all we really need is that reminder that things are not always what they seem and novelty brightens that right up!
Go somewhere new or even take a moment to look out a different window while you work - these are some ideas for what you can do to provide that feeling of fresh perspective, fresh start.
Given that the energy behind perfection speaks largely and quite densely of our past - freshness provides a lift to whatever may be coming up.
What does the future hold if you so choose this path?
As the Card read: Environmental Awareness
Through the troubles, you will find harmony, acceptance and wholeness for all that was and was not there. You will connect more deeply to nature and Her innate space holding for all that is.
As a creative, you will grow. As a collaborator, you will know. Everything in your life will become a message for your creation. And in effect, you will naturally emanate a more environmentally aware relationship to life.
I’ll never forget the time after college when I left the desert to work a summer job in the Tongass National Rainforest of Southeast, Alaska. Everything about it was a wild decision. Impulsively, I wanted something new. I was deeply loved, but I felt displaced in my inner home.
At the time, I thought I was lost. But, in reality, I was ashamed of the parts of me that wanted to show up. Which, reveals this misunderstanding of love for all my “imperfections”.
I thought parts of me were flawed. So, I was in constant battle with myself. The call to go somewhere new is what provided me with a fresh perspective and this adventure into the heart of wild Alaska mirrored to me my True reflection of harmonious trust.
I felt magnetic with you around you on you The pull to be myself was mirrored by your abiding love, way, look of your eyes on me. A partnership is many things but the most important is the open hand to be yourself.
To conclude, perfection is a miraculous energy
that will serve your most abundant creative journeys. The root of its energy may reveal hardship, uncertainty, judgement and shame, but with a fresh use of your senses, you will receive the reaps of Love from what was always there.
In total trust, the invitation is to witness how harmonious every aspect of your life is for the greater picture. To forgive, acknowledge, release, and connect. There is no right or wrong way to being, and instead it is all there to help you become more of you.
Amidst the social warfare, complex emotions, and every nook and cranny of relationship, this can be an incredibly large pill to swallow because who, what, and how is it all in alignment and fair?
With this, I admit: I don’t know. I have no idea how it all is orchestrated and I can’t imagine how, at this level, harmony is playing out.
But, life is a beautiful mystery full of synchronistic miracles and before there are miracles, there is a multitude of unknowns.
In the Highest order of creating, it is the chaos that supports us to lean into easeful and serendipitous trust.
And, we as a Collective are being invited to grow with love and co-create in collaboration with our bodies and the Earth.
I can only speak from my own healing, embodiment, and creativity. But, it all is pointing me to relate to it all as one.
So, whatever you may receive,
know that your creativity is a path of transformation full of unknowns and apparent flaws.
However, as said by my writing mentor and founder of the Unbound Press, Nicola Humber, “We don’t wait for clarity to write, we write for clarity.”
There is beauty that comes from being present to it all - even those thoughts or feelings on those imperfect flaws…
The Creatress’ path is illuminated by the things that you would never think of full of things that don't make sense. On top of that, it is a journey led by a guide that only says things like “somehow this will all work out in the end.”
Sigh.
Love, love and even more love.
Patricia with Oracle Delivery
Pass along the generosity of this reading and all our sensual musings to someone you love. Happy Holidays xx